i just hate it.. 10 days and still counting.. no words spoken, no messages given.. no nothing! i'm too clueless!!!! what happened na nga ba GARY?????

Lora Dzen del Fierro.. my little sister's chum.. she will really be missed.. taken away so young but it seems that she was already ready.. she had her last wishes na which she wrote  year 2002 pa (her brothers had to hack her email pa para mabasa lang)....blue pantulog,pillows and blanket blue coffin with angels, a collection of songs, picture-taking on her burial, she finished her plan for their so-called family park, had some letters for family and friends inside a box which will only be opened daw pag namatay na xa... grabe kaready ay...nweyz,grabeng hilak ni bokling.. (nakahilak man gani ko first time nako nakita c lora sa iyang last bed) ...uli jud xa... true friends are hard to find jud... unta naa pud mag-uli inig machugi ko..hehehe.. (simbako palayo!) i'm not ready to die pa jud and that's the truth... i don't wanna leave all my loved ones.. my family, my langga, umang, my friends, relatives and everyone around me.... i'm still too attached... i still have too many plans.. get married, have kids, have my own family, live a simple yet happy and contented life with the one i truly love.. i still want to see my grandchildren pa noh...hahayyyy! basta!... back to Lora , swak na swak talaga yong song na think of Lora.. and honestly, i can still hear the song sa mind ko.. think of lora laugh don't cry i know she'd want it that way...

woooohoooo! i'm finally back here...sobrang tagal na talaga... as in... pero i really don't know what to write... :-(

it's raining outside.. the day after our 26th monthsary..that's months after that super duper dramatic kinda cool-off thing...(damn! that definitely got me into some serious emotional attack).. good thing everything's well now... well, i should say everything's a whole lot better now.. guess we really are improving..

kada's supposed to meet up today pero it's raining so i told them i don't wanna go out.. kapoy lakaw basta ulan oist...just stayed home the whole day... watched tv...went online.. cleaned my mails (just decided to throw some old stuff to trash..mga mails na dapat ng kalimutan..hehehe)...

i finally had the chance to talk to ghedi na.. update sa life.. hay chika mi bout pbb... makasuya jud c wendy! grrrr jud!...hehehe... chika mi bout luvlife...hay! basta! yon lang....

happy valentine's

day mga pips....